And I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

Here we go. Spirit Week. I love it. It's catching.

And Purple Tranzam had another concert. And it made my night.

I"m doing better. Lots better. I think I'm moving on, finally. I'm happier now, it's getting hard to look for the bad like I normally do. I've got amazing friends who won't let me fade into oblivion like I want to sometimes. And I'm realizing that there's a lot more in my future than I thought previously. Journalism is going great. Tomorrow me and Skye are dressing up for Twin Day as Good Twin, Bad Twin. Guess who's the baaaad twin? XD

The only thing that bothers me is one friend who seems rather unhappy and doesn't realize how wonderful she is. I love her and don't want her to be unhappy. I don't know her as well as I should, but hey, the future has plenty of time in it. Even if we all die in 2012. The year is still new, and so full of promise that it's hard for me to be depressed about stuff right now. I love my life. I'm excited about things again. I'm accepting that some things are ending, and other things are beginning. Maybe all of them aren't wonderful, but it's Life, and you have to take the good with the bad.

I'm also excited because Homecoming Dance is THIS SATURDAY! WOOOOT! And a lot of peopel are coming hoooooome :) Andy, Caitlin (ma date!), Mason...I is soooo excited :)) Even Britty (my seeester) is coming.

I'm also wondering if there's a guy in my future. I'm not sure. I guess I don't really mind, but it's nice every now and then to have someone to try to catch the eye of. Especially when it's not hard. I'm not sure. I think I'm ready though. We'll see, at the dance tonight.

Life is spectacular. my friends are saving me. And I'm finally letting them. Life's good :)

Song of the Blog: "Don't Wanna Close My Eyes" - Aerosmith
"I'm Not Who I Was" - Brandon Heath
"Keep Holding On" - Avril Lavigne

I'm a Lonely Dreamer

I need a savior. Someone to help me make life more beautiful. But then, don't my friends do that? Don't they keep me alive? Doesn't my family keep me alive? Don't they save me?

But then...why do I keep getting depressed so much? Life now seems to be in gray, not colors, not even black and white when the contrast is beautiful. Where's the button to make it wonderful again?